Sometime I ask myself, how does it feel to be someone who is single and available? Married? How does it feel? Single but not available? For how long? Is it really makes you happy? What do you feel living together with someone you love and suddenly you realize that he is gone forever? Life has been always unfair and I wish I can control all of these. God is great. Yes, and we all are failure. Human can buy a house, a car, or a PhD. But, are you happy with the human creation? We still seek for happiness, when we are stress at work, we need relaxation which we cannot buy. Just like women on diet. She want to get the slim figure back, buy those slimming tea is easy, but we cannot buy motivation to be slim. Did you get me. This is what happen to my life lately. I have been thinking and stressing about all of the sudden change in my life. Nevertheless, I would like to take this opportunity to wish you a blessed lent season.